update

monday i updated my status:
it's been 6 years today...

Always in my thoughts
Forever in my heart;
U may not be with us now..
But we'll never be apart

RIP auntie Becky xxxx

You see my auntie becky was murdered. in her own home, dying in her youngest son's arms ;( by who u ask? her own hubby - my 'uncle' steven. he has spent the last 6 years in HMP serving 13.5 years for what he did.

Earlier tonight i went up dads with Dai - shamed. showed photos of me as a baby, looked almost identical to my sis as a baby - shamed!! was funny n nice to see pics of me when i was younger n even better seeing pics of my grandad :) miss him so much. He been gone 8.5 years almost, but it still hurts you know...

Got psych review on thursday, Dai too. Then i have hosp appt down our hospital for Neurology re: my fits. Hoping for some answers n to be started on the right meds to keep the fits at bay. 27th next month i have resp physio n cons as well.

Off to london on friday :D can't wait. it will be a nice break from everything, you know. Only going for the weekend, but i defo need it, need to see outside these 4 walls for a bit. I know i will miss my hubby, that's only natural. Miss him when i end up admitted coz of my asthma, n sometimes thats only few hours, or even overnight! Love him so much it's unreal

update u all next week on how my weekend goes. Give my lungs a good talking too - they need to behave when in london as dont wanna be admitted whilst am supposed to be on 'holiday' n with the weather only getting hotter, it will be a struggle, i admit that.

xxxxx