yesterday i went out for the afternoon - retail therapy - with hubby's aunt n uncle to do some shopping for the house n few extra lil pressies. was nice to get out of house! then once home had a nap before x factor. i dont seem to be sleeping well at all ... even when i took diazepam the other night.
today i went with my dad, sis n niece for her to go horse riding. she looks like a pro more n more each time she goes! bless her she only 4, not 5 till december. she really confident n loves doing it :) i also got given a 7 x 5 inch photo of her school pics which have just come back. all the family paid towards having big photo package. fab pic :) she looks so grown up! even when compared to last year's pic!! only today, been having toothache n now a migraine since last hr or so, but toothache since last night. taking regular pain killers n drinking plenty but pain is agonising n cant manage to eat much as it hurts too much. dentist tomorrow i think :( cant ring emergency dentist as cant get there - dad working nights.
yesterday i decided to take a break from facebook for a while. though
still able to get msg on my messenger. just need time to myself, time
to clear my head and for things to get better mentally. i feel
emotionally and mentally exhausted. the whole tara situation has really
knocked me for 6 :'( hubby worried that my mental health is taking a downward spiral. he has noticed i dont seem myself n feel crap. going to ring my CPN tomorrow to see if we can have a chat - in person not on phone.
mattress we ordered is coming tomorrow as well. then we visiting hubby's bro and SIL for a bit.
watching the football now, then shower, nap, then x factor results - andrea to win, but fleur is growing on me as well as stereo kicks, though there was a story on facebook saying that one of the stereo kicks boys has been kicked out!! oops! naughty boy!
hopefully onwards n upwards tomorrow, but i wont count on it
xxx
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