taken for a mug, but good things too :)

well where to start. start with the positives i think!
1. wooden flooring completed and wardrobes up :) feels like home now. even bought a rug for in front of fireplace ;)
2. had a letter from DWP yesterday. been granted PIP - finally had decision after applying in march! got standard care and advanced mobility from 3/12/14 for 3 years. my DLA will continue till then, AND its more money ;)
3. had my liver USS on weds. found out the problem ... fatty liver caused by diabetes and probably my weight as well as medication from when i OD'd :'( gotta wait till see cons in dec to start treatment
4.  went to therapy yesterday. went okay. going to start EMDR therapy as well now coz she says its the way forward to talk thru the traumas ....

and now ... seems like i have been made a fool out of. feel like a right mug. u remember i said bout Tara? and her so called friend 'louise smith'. well katie hemmings (brittle asthma group) and myself have had concerns, ie. things dont add up right with diff things 'louise' been saying.
here is the message i sent to admin tanya greaves and sara campbell:

yes

hi tanya. thanks. both myself and katie hemmings are worried and concerned about Tara Jenkins. all isnt what it seems. 'louise' has been in touch with us both n we have been updating. however, few things dont add up so we thinking that she isnt who she says etc. firstly, she provided me with her mobile number, yet being in spain it shud b charging me as she is supposedly abroad, however it hasnt charged me (i get unlimited free texts with my contract) leading me to believe that 'they' are not in spain at all. according to 'lou' she has both an NGT and IV as cannot tolerate anything by mouth as vomiting - surely the NGT feed wud have same effect?? when asked by both myself and katie, she wud not say where in spain they are and what hospital, if any. both myself and katie hemmings have had a lot to do deal with recently ourselves and i have mental health problems which are worse because of the stress and worry of the 'tara' situation and for past week or so, 'louise' continues to contact myself and katie, even when we are saying we are not well, or we are busy etc. the other weekend i was watching x factor. she told me that she had hear Andrea faustini sing - how?? also she knew what contestants were thru, sent home, again how??
i also asked 'louise' if i cud post something on Tara's wall to explain what had happened and how she was etc - but 'louise' said no as noone cared other than myself, katie and the brittle group
katie hemmings has said u can contact her for more information. we dont know what to do. i am deleting my thread that i started in the group on 'tara's update'
sorry but we just dunno what to do. i am becoming unwell and katie doesnt need the hassle after almost losing her daughter bex last week

let u know what happens. but for now i have been igrnoring louise's texts and mesages and have blocked 'louise smith' on my facebook. i dont need this.