mixed emotions

I was due to have my resp cons on june 21st, however the letter i received yesterday cancels this appt. it was written by my cons herself, stating that at the time of my next appt she is on annual leave?! surely reception knew that before booking the appt for me... but then again it is the NHS after all. so now have to wait for new appt to arrive in 'due course' and carry on with my pred reducing regime, which is not going very well. spent 2 days on 17.5mg but cudnt manage so back on 20mg :( will i ever be off this stuff?? hmmm... maybe not :(

Also, it seems i have had my dates wrong - I will be 9 weeks pregnant on thursday, when i see the midwife at 2.15pm and hoping scan next week so i can see my lil bean ;) due 20/1/14. i been craving ice cream n cheese (not together!) n heave at sight or even thought of eggs - YUK!! I am forever feeling tired n lethargic grrr. Voices have subsided the last few days thankfully, but this change in weather not exactly helping my chest n as such been bit more breathless n tighter than usual :(

As i may have told u, i shaved my hair off on 25/5/13 to raise awareness of asthma n do fundraising for AUK :) So far sent them a postal order for £23 n got more money waiting for n even raised £15 on my online fundraising page on www.just-giving.com (search michelle bradley)

Got Dai's cousin's funeral tomorrow :( she was 41. soo young. she leaves behind her husband n 2 children, who they have said are coping extremely well, considering... hope she has the good send off that she deserves.

Let u know at weekend how everything goes :) hugs xxx